Last Friday was a difficult day for me. I received a phone call; my husband had been taken ill at work. I offered up a prayer. Please God don’t let it be serious. The rest of the day was a blur. Each time I prayed something else happened. I prayed he would be healed and the doctor sent him to hospital. I prayed that he would be home soon and I was told they were keeping him in for tests. I gave myself a good talking too, that God’s promises are true. Stop trying to be strong and lean on His strength. The guilt I felt as I waited for the grandchildren to come out of school instead of being by his side. God’s peace is real. I cannot explain it, but I felt it. I tried to hide behind my mask and told the family I was OK, but inside my heart was breaking. My faith was truly been tested, and they comforted me through the tears. They saw the real me. I thank God for my family and my brothers and sisters in the Lord who stood in the gap and prayed for us. God answered our prayers. Thankfully my husband returned home and it wasn’t serious praise God.
I will not in any way fail you nor give you up, nor leave you with out support. I will not leave you in any degree, leave you helpless nor forsake nor let you down, relax my hold on you.
Heb. 13v5. Amp.Bible.